i met this girl last saturday in her school assisting our photographer in a photoshoot.they mentioned that she photographs really well and boy was i surprised.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
SLICED BREAD, HOTDOGS AND MY LOLA
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
GLENNYS MESA
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
GISELE may be pregnant.....
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
ON BEING FAT
i was overweight once.
i don't know if i was obese, but i sure was chubby.
my waistline was 36 i guess, i weighed around 195lbs at some point. i couldn't even close the top button of shirts, and wear neckties. it was pathetic.
anyways, out of sheer pity for myself i started to work ot and jog before my college graduation. my buddy kit helped motivate me, and we sorta had a contest on how much weight we'd lose before graduation and the summer. anyways so i managed to reach 160 lbs by graduation, and shaved my all my hair off out of a dare from a photographer friend.
i have to be honest that keeping the weight down is a struggle. i have been yo-yo dieting the past year, and at those times that am dieting it felt bad. every time i got booked or fit into the clothes that i wanted it felt sooo good though.
after the extreme diet and disappointment i went through last summer i gained 220 fucking pounds. it sucks.. it really does. i feel like all that i worked for is gone and it's all my fault. I'm basically jobless right now, and i won't go to castings. it's a little heartbreaking., especially when most of my friend are doing so well and i know i could have done better if i haven't gained the weight.
tomorrow, i will jog like i never jogged before.LOL.
i need a good change in my life. i honestly don't have any clear motivation right now, but i guess all the questions in my head will eb answered when i stop being a pig and started to do something good in my life again.
am keeping up the positive vibes, as long as i can.
i don't know if i was obese, but i sure was chubby.
my waistline was 36 i guess, i weighed around 195lbs at some point. i couldn't even close the top button of shirts, and wear neckties. it was pathetic.
anyways, out of sheer pity for myself i started to work ot and jog before my college graduation. my buddy kit helped motivate me, and we sorta had a contest on how much weight we'd lose before graduation and the summer. anyways so i managed to reach 160 lbs by graduation, and shaved my all my hair off out of a dare from a photographer friend.
i have to be honest that keeping the weight down is a struggle. i have been yo-yo dieting the past year, and at those times that am dieting it felt bad. every time i got booked or fit into the clothes that i wanted it felt sooo good though.
after the extreme diet and disappointment i went through last summer i gained 220 fucking pounds. it sucks.. it really does. i feel like all that i worked for is gone and it's all my fault. I'm basically jobless right now, and i won't go to castings. it's a little heartbreaking., especially when most of my friend are doing so well and i know i could have done better if i haven't gained the weight.
tomorrow, i will jog like i never jogged before.LOL.
i need a good change in my life. i honestly don't have any clear motivation right now, but i guess all the questions in my head will eb answered when i stop being a pig and started to do something good in my life again.
am keeping up the positive vibes, as long as i can.
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